I was only 19 years when I first met you, I was innocent and immature and l was amazed of your beauty and your intelligence you are only a year older than me and you always seemed to make me feel better. I know I was childish I know that I was ashamed of myself little by little you won a space on my heart. You became part of me, I was unable to face the truth you took over my feelings and I wasn’t able to foresee that. I was scared; I was stupid and knowing that you would someday become really important for me I got scared and I ran away, ran away from what could have been something special for both.

You eventually left the country as I did too, we both continued our lives, we both tried to be away from each other. But I failed, for years I kept you on my mind, it’s stupid to think about it but yes I was unable to think on the What It? They were killing my mind thinking what could have been if I would have grant you the opportunity would I have felt loved? I don’t know there are too many what ifs for me. I don’t know I just think that I made a big mistake with you, then you said that I wasn’t mature enough for you that I was a child for my attitudes and because I smile to much, I have to admit it, I was outraged I was trying to grant us a second chance, so I waited to a different time for us.

Now one more time you arrange with me a meeting and I was too damn upset for you dumping me and too damn scared for my friends seeing us that I let you go with your friends and I wonder is there a way in this strange universe that we could be together? I have someone right now but she is not as special for me as you. I lover her a lot, but I realized that I love you too, so what I could choose? You’ll go again from my life and in my mind I can stop thinking on going after you. Yes after too you are the only reason for which I’ll dump everything I have done so far, you are the reason of leaving my future behind. But I know it won’t happen we only would be together on that line between dreams and reality because none of us are willing to go forward. I think I fell in love only on the idea on fell in love and since you were once in my heart I keep thinking that you someday would be on my side.